well, i just did not have the mood to come online yesterday..was it just me or what i just.. well i dont know how to discribe lar.. it is something to do with band.. i just feel weird something is really wrong i used to be soo enthusiastic for band because i know what i was doing, what i wanted to do, it was someting i dremed of and all.. but now its just all wrong. the feeling is just not there.. i dont know how to describe but its just really weird..
i did not felt like talking yesterday after band so i just quickly went to the bus stop.. saw 855 and just boarded it coz i knew that if i took 195 or 123 there will be ppl i know and all and i did not want them to see me like that.. quickly went home.. got changed, took tennis stuff , towel, ipod and a bottle of water.. went to play tennis alone.. played with the wall.. for like 1 hr.. went to the gym for 2 hrs after that.. ran alot!! i was dead tired so came home took a shower, skiped dinner and just went to bed...


