Today didn't really turnout the way i think or hope it would be. damn. i still feel like a stupid sick person who nearly DIED on the first day of school. Like come on for just one day of school. Why can't i just be happy?! This is getting now where. So, anyway, one thing we did in class today was that ofthe election of the cmc member. Well, it isn't really much of an election as they all just volunteer. I could not be bothered for i didn't want to take up any position. And its not that i dont like to lead or take up any responsibility or act shy or whatever crap they are thinking. And frankly I've learn to live all these years not being bothered by what they say or think of me or i know what i'm doing. and if they don't, well actually i dont really care.Dont see the point anyway.The reason is just for me to know and for you to never find out(:
Band. It was... what should i say? erm let me see . now, now. ah right. it was moody.But Alex came !!! hurray! hurray! And i like my section just the way it is and i wouldn't change it for we are unique in our own special lil' ways and thats something precious and meant to be treasured.
I'm still hopeful for tomorrow. For a brand new day bring new hope and a beginning of something i can always learn from . though it might be a dread of long hours, I will survive! well, hopefully .. since we're starting lesson proper tomorrow. yikes! well, thats anout it for now. so, byeeee.
